Plea For Motivation
Personal motivator wanted. Quite desperately. Apply within.
I'm falling into the quagmire of "don't care". I'll be all the way down there soon, wallowing amongst the people who really don't give a shit what happens, because everything that happens to you would happen anyway, even if you tried to stop it.
As it has been pointed out to me, I shouldn't do this; not one month before the exams really get going. I think maybe I'll end up in that category: people who once cared and did quite well, just because of caring, but stopped caring at some point because nothing was really all that important. Sometimes I think, well, being stressed on almost a permanent basis will pay off, but in the past week or so, I've changed my mind.
Look at everyone else. Most of them don't care, and they do fine. Not straight A's, but happy with it. I should be like that. It sounds more fun. As long as I get into college.
Even food seems less important. Or maybe that's just because Dad served up kippers for breakfast, and who, let's face it, eats kippers without pulling a revolted face?
This day has been the most pointless one since forever. I've done nothing but watched a film that made me cry for half an hour, and work for half the afternoon.
Only the lemon drizzle cake was worth getting up for.
All motivational speakers/commenters, MOTIVATE ME!
I'm falling into the quagmire of "don't care". I'll be all the way down there soon, wallowing amongst the people who really don't give a shit what happens, because everything that happens to you would happen anyway, even if you tried to stop it.
As it has been pointed out to me, I shouldn't do this; not one month before the exams really get going. I think maybe I'll end up in that category: people who once cared and did quite well, just because of caring, but stopped caring at some point because nothing was really all that important. Sometimes I think, well, being stressed on almost a permanent basis will pay off, but in the past week or so, I've changed my mind.
Look at everyone else. Most of them don't care, and they do fine. Not straight A's, but happy with it. I should be like that. It sounds more fun. As long as I get into college.
Even food seems less important. Or maybe that's just because Dad served up kippers for breakfast, and who, let's face it, eats kippers without pulling a revolted face?
This day has been the most pointless one since forever. I've done nothing but watched a film that made me cry for half an hour, and work for half the afternoon.
Only the lemon drizzle cake was worth getting up for.
All motivational speakers/commenters, MOTIVATE ME!
kiwiqueen - 30. Apr, 19:56