Well I know it's very awkward to comment on two consecutive posts but I'm really very bored right now and frankly I don't give a crap.

If I were you I wouldn't think about things like that because you'll just make yourself unhappy. Don't think about larger-than-life issues (or even small self-conflicting issues) because you'll just make yourself unsatisfied with a lack of knowledge.

By the way I'm not trying to tell you how to live your life, just how I get by.